Is it Over?

Exams are finally over and the holiday depression starts!! I’m kidding but only by half!! I’ve made mistakes in my life but never one this BIG or this Stupid.. In one moment of weakness I’ve destroyed the one good thing I had going and also hurt a person in doing so.. How can one forgive oneself in such a festive moment..? U dread not hearing from that beloved thinking no matter what you say and do to redress that wrong U will never be forgiven.. U hang by a thread thinking all the possible scenarios.. Resort to reading a book only to find that of all lucks it represents your story albeit in a different venue and circumstances.. the sheer closeness of the issue grabs u.. I shall miss the companionship.. It is a lesson learned.. Hopefully this boi shall grow and not make this same mistake..