Sunday 12 August 2007

Musings of a young man..

I feel like there's something missing... the second foot hasn't fell.. the quite before the storm.. I feel people are holding out on me.. I felt the week was great but that it was not over.. my world is this expanding bubble that is about to burst but just wouldn't... I am in anticipation of a certain disaster.. i'm feeling so pessimistic and yet I can't help myself.. feeling hopeless in this situation.. An impending disaster? Only time will tell..

Is there trust here? I feel like every turn is a pitfall.. will a small mistake will be the end of me? No one is telling the truth or are they keeping it to themselves? Why can’t they be open.. communication is key rite? Can there ever be trust? To hell with this..

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